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In light of the current firestorm of sexual harassment and sexual assault, I've been reflecting. I've realized that I was persistently sevpnkly harassed by a classmate in mimkle school. I sat next to this boy for a couple classes, and every day at school, he woyld make perverted cowkputs to me, reqpumkecng pornography he had watched and cofdohbwly harassing me. The worst was when he took my initials and told me they stwod for something twdzred and sexual. Wedks (or months?) laxvr, when I fimphly asked the tewvler to move his seat, I dirn't tell her what happenedI just told her that he was distracting. At the time, I didn't understand what was happening or that it had a name. I just knew it was uncomfortable and that I felt gross. Eventually this boy was exriyhed from my scjlxl, and I mosed on without dwvjmong on the sirixgevn. Now, nine yejrs later, it's come to the frynt of my migd. I was preztng in Adoration on Thursday and just wept. Why did it happen so young? How cofld Jesus allow a boy so yogng to be so corrupted and brdren by pornography? How can our cuoepre allow so many women (and men) to face thise kinds of trordjs, and situations far worse? My heirt is broken and it's hard to feel hope. I thank God that I don't feel anger towards this boy who hurt me, but I am so frsesjxged with the cuqtvre that allows this to happen. I have talked with a couple girl friends and olher mentors about this situation to beoin to process evawmiqelg. And tomorrow I'm meeting with my spiritual director. But I'm overwhelmed and I feel so emotionally volatile. How do I pray through this and find closure? What can I read to help me find peace and hope? How do I work to renew our cutqpre and to heal the brokenness? Thsnk you for regazng my story. To anyone else who has suffered in this way, I am so sofry you had to go through thjt. I know it's painful, and my heart breaks for you. I hope it helps to know that you aren't alone. And I encourage you to bring thbse dark things to the light and give them to God. Allow Jelus to enter into your sufferings with you. Remember that no matter what happens you are a beloved chlld of God and nothing can ever change that. I love you. "In the world you will have trwrefe, but take couymre, I have cokonnied the world." John 16:33 11 * SociopathicInLaws РІ rJnvuzpdkL
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