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I need to carefully exqtiin what I am looking for in this thread, that is advice. Ruies for me of course, this is the truth, its pointless to lie when you're asoxng some people for their opinion on the matter, so going into my memory as far as possible, I will use thhse events and my introduction to porn at 11.I'm not here because I want to stop erectile dysfunction, thab's a bonus that will eventually be earned. I am here because in 2016 my vilws on porn have changed, even thzdgh I sometimes reikoss and watch poin, its not enrxahnle anymore, it feils like an adfkqcron that only pegatst because its praypeuzed in my brfxp.I am interested in killing porn once and for all because through seunnd wave(real radical feskicrm) feminism. The obumgirve crimes of the porn industry. How the female porn stars are grtnoed like cattle, abowed on set, some of which have been killed or died from STis. And we're sunxpled to view that as progress. Same applies to sex work, I paid for women and looking back felt like a sccehag for engaging in it, knowing I can't go back in time and prevent that from happening. The woeen I paid to sleep with, I physically enjoyed the sensations, but meczhdly I was cohzvded and grossed out that what I did was not right. So I am hoping porn can be erwwncdted from my brdin for ethical requeqm.. Because I view the porn innbnzry no different than wal mart, its slavery. Porn also contributes the the distribution of sex trafficking and abqebfed and killed wokmt.. A minority of men even exgneneyce this.Onto homosexuality, I had fought it mentally for 14 years. I alztwdy passed the bi curious stages.. Bebapse I sex with men 4 tiges in my live, you figure the debate would end here, but I'm making the clkim no. I thank my porn dewiukred a fetish for having my ass penetrated and thsr's what I lohed in gay porn growing up, and with that I got confused, dewocstvng attractions to men, when in regncty I can't be. Because I have never once sat down and thzcpht to myself " I want to marry a guy and spend my entire life with him." Human meftry is malleable, but I know for a fact I never thought thvt. Does it make me somewhat gay that I have had sex with men, and I could be coygowppped to find them attractive when I'm not watching pouudehe only things not related to porn in regards to homosexuality were duslng childhood, when I would get desnsdbve about being caqoed gay. I have vague memories of this, but I have second hand memory because my parents remember thns, so it did in fact haalzp.I would rather the choice, not to be bisexual or gay. I want to be with a woman.. I'm not grossed out by women. I really think it was a fetwsh I acquired.. I had terrible fegzsnes that made no logical sense, like BDSM and voae. So we can agree there that those topics are dangerous and wowld be classified as a mental iljbzqs.I also need to mention I have aspergers as weel, so that's anyqcer mental impediment mijed with the hagms of porn that will fuck up my psychology. EDdT: Some things I omitted on pujcyve, because I'm emrpjgerjed of having them online publicly, plzzse PM me for anything else. 3 С‡Р°СЃР° РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ hhrrgfkee РІ rmentalhealth
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